What am I trying to do? What are my goals for now? I will get back on path!

It has been very hard these past few days. The depression has decided to kick me in the face once more and whilst I am trying to hide the fact i am drowning in my own self pity from my family and friends that want to have nothing other than a good chat with me, I am trying to put myself back on track so I can be normal, so I can be human with the people around me.

With no other exams left and 3 months away from the hell hole we call school, I am free. I have time to do things for myself and lose myself in the 14 books I have sitting only bed side table that I haven’t cracked into (I will be doing book reviews in the very near future!) I will be seeing my best friend of 6 years whom I haven’t had a good catch up with in nearly a year and on friday seeing another friend who can never fail to make me smile no matter what mood I am in. I’m hoping to get back into human activity and spend time with friends that are trying to understand me but I just prefer to leave in the dark. I am going to be blogging SO much these next 3 months so be very very prepared for that. I am going to try find a job and start taking music lessons again, all of this I am hoping will distract me from myself and focus on living rather than trying to completely erase myself from peoples lives.

I’m sorry for my last few posts… actually no I am not sorry, this is MY blog and I have every right to post what I would like on it. This is a way for ME to express my feelings towards things so no I will not apologise to those who have not enjoyed my last 2 posts but this is my blog lets not forget, you are choosing to read them so I am very much NOT sorry about posting them.

Anyway, I am trying guys. I’m getting my goals set and aspirations started. More posts on a variety of different things coming soon and if you have any recommendations or suggestions of what I should write about feel free to leave a comment.

P.s. I am going to be selling crafts and what not very soon so be sure to check all of that out! 🙂

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#HeforShe

A video i have recently come across is Emma Watson’s UN He for She speech. The young 24 year old actress, has made a verbal mark from the video that is being shared around social networking. Her speech at the United- Nations head quarters to end gender inequality, was a powerful and remarkable speech. Although a very controversial topic, The young actor was able to bring more awareness to those who previously didn’t know how big gender inequality affected so many women and men! Anyway rather than me rambling on about it, I will leave the video below, so go check it out, keep your minds open to new possibilities and ways we can make a change to our world and bringing equality to all!

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