Welcome… Welcome me?

It’s a new year and yes I am sure you are all sick of hearing the “New year, new me” bullshit but this is it, this is a new year and a new me. This is a post entirely dedicated to me, entirely dedicated to the NEW me.

2014 was an interesting year. I faced many new challenges and was faced with struggles I couldn’t see an end to at the time. 2014 was the year of lessons for myself.

I moved schools, I lost friends and gained new ones all at the same time, I became alone, depressed and tore myself apart, I was so focused on the bad parts and making sure I didn’t have to deal with people I destroyed myself. I involved myself in someone I thought could potentially be “the love of my life” and who I still can not manage to stop loving. I have had so many different lessons this year, it was hard to keep up. As if my life were a race that I was trying to win but couldn’t get past that person thats just that second faster than me.

But after all these lessons and new ways of understanding I have completely developed as a person and 2015 will be a good year, its just up to me to make sure that my own perspective on this is more focused on the positive rather than the negative.

So 2015 be good to me, be good to others but to you who is reading this and to myself, be good to yourself, don’t expect more out of others if you can’t expect it in yourself first. Learn to love yourself, learn to be yourself, keep learning.

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Supposed to be 25 facts about me but I could only think of 19

Just so you can get to know me a little bit more!

1: I am a very fussy eater – my friends always give me grief about it

2: I am an extremely sensitive person

3:  I like being by myself nearly all the time

4: I hate arguments and drama and ugh its all annoying haha

5: I read A LOT – I always have like 3 books that I am reading at one time

6: I used to play guitar, piano and violin but I have now stopped and really miss being able to play them

7: I have played nearly ever sport you can think of

8: I have played netball for 8 years and still love it a lot

9: I am starting to find it hard to think of more facts

10: My dream is to go to Europe

11: I badly want to get a job, but I feel people in my area are very disrespectful to younger people

12: I love anime

13: I love drawing

14: As soon as i’ve finished College I am not doing art again

15: I skate

16: I rollerblade

17: I have so many hopes and expectations for myself, which I feel I am failing miserably at achieving

18: I love the ocean, it makes me feel happy

19: I can’t think of any other facts about me so yea heres 19 of them haha

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