Welcome… Welcome me?

It’s a new year and yes I am sure you are all sick of hearing the “New year, new me” bullshit but this is it, this is a new year and a new me. This is a post entirely dedicated to me, entirely dedicated to the NEW me.

2014 was an interesting year. I faced many new challenges and was faced with struggles I couldn’t see an end to at the time. 2014 was the year of lessons for myself.

I moved schools, I lost friends and gained new ones all at the same time, I became alone, depressed and tore myself apart, I was so focused on the bad parts and making sure I didn’t have to deal with people I destroyed myself. I involved myself in someone I thought could potentially be “the love of my life” and who I still can not manage to stop loving. I have had so many different lessons this year, it was hard to keep up. As if my life were a race that I was trying to win but couldn’t get past that person thats just that second faster than me.

But after all these lessons and new ways of understanding I have completely developed as a person and 2015 will be a good year, its just up to me to make sure that my own perspective on this is more focused on the positive rather than the negative.

So 2015 be good to me, be good to others but to you who is reading this and to myself, be good to yourself, don’t expect more out of others if you can’t expect it in yourself first. Learn to love yourself, learn to be yourself, keep learning.

x

All I do is spend $

So i promised you a mini haul so here it is!

Over the past week or two I have purchased things I don’t entirely need (considering I already have 15 pairs of shoes and 2 wardrobes full of clothes) but here they are, hope you enjoy this “haul” and keep in mind i spent my own money on these items (besides the items that were gifted to me)

The first item I purchased Is a jacket I got from recycle boutique. Brief details about recycled boutique, it’s a vintage store that sells clothing on behalf of other people and the people who are selling the clothes/bags/shoes get a sum of that money, etc. It can get quiet pricey in my personal opinion but the clothes there are so awesome and totally worth it. Anyway back to the jacket. I have worn this jacket to death, half denim and I would like to say the top half is cotton (don’t take my word for it) It’s super comfortable and warm and looks great with almost everything, definitely worth the money.

Next item I received as a extremely late birthday present (my birthday is in april.) I’m sure you have all heard a lot about these already but I have wanted one for a very long time so was shocked when my aunty surprised me with one! It’s a black fujifilm instax, it came with a 10 pack of film, carrying case and also a mini frame thing. Very happy and grateful to receive this!

Another item from recycle boutique this time down in Christchurch. Its a black hawks “jersey” (or top depending on what you want to say) with buttons all the way down the front. It was $38 which I was kinda hesitant to spend but I think its worth it.

I found this cute little bookstore when we were in christchurch and I was delighted to see a bunch of old patterns! super cheap and all the pieces are there (so I hope, haven’t had the time to look) but I will definitely be making a bunch of clothes after exams have finished!

The most recent item I got is a pair of Canterbury track suit pants. Absolutely love these pants super comfortable and awesome for after sports. I got these to wear after rowing (if I get in) netball and other sports this year!

Food item! I got this chocolate whilst exploring Wellington and all its little delights I hadn’t ever ventured in to!

Its made by the Wellington chocolate factory and its absolutely delicious! My favourite was the Peru noradino which I accidentally mixed up with the one featured in the photo but even so their chocolate is super delicious! I will have a link to their website down below!

And last but not least is these boots! that I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE! Super cute and comfortable but unfortunately I am unsure as to where they are from as it was like a ending line shop! super good price, down from $200 to $50 absolutely scored!

X

Wellington Chocolate Factory link:

http://www.wcf.co.nz

Just saying hi!

Hello ladys, gentlemen, and to all who are reading!

My name is Ella. I am 15 and I love to write! This is probably my third blog I have had (1 previously on WordPress and 1 other on Blogger.com) The time I spent on my previous blogs was very short, I couldn’t find inspiration of what to write, I didn’t like what I was writing, I didn’t like how my blog looked, In all honesty I GOT BORED!

As any teenager does, I am trying to find a positive way to distribute my energy and with the energy and time I am excited to put into ‘BellVidorra’ I hope to create content that some or most other teenagers that read this blog will find useful, appealing, exciting! I am hoping to post on here twice a week but do remember if I don’t start off being continuos with my posts, I will soon get there!

I have A LOT to say, so sit back, get comfy and read as i begin to unfold my tales to you.

Enjoy x