It’s a new year and yes I am sure you are all sick of hearing the “New year, new me” bullshit but this is it, this is a new year and a new me. This is a post entirely dedicated to me, entirely dedicated to the NEW me.
2014 was an interesting year. I faced many new challenges and was faced with struggles I couldn’t see an end to at the time. 2014 was the year of lessons for myself.
I moved schools, I lost friends and gained new ones all at the same time, I became alone, depressed and tore myself apart, I was so focused on the bad parts and making sure I didn’t have to deal with people I destroyed myself. I involved myself in someone I thought could potentially be “the love of my life” and who I still can not manage to stop loving. I have had so many different lessons this year, it was hard to keep up. As if my life were a race that I was trying to win but couldn’t get past that person thats just that second faster than me.
But after all these lessons and new ways of understanding I have completely developed as a person and 2015 will be a good year, its just up to me to make sure that my own perspective on this is more focused on the positive rather than the negative.
So 2015 be good to me, be good to others but to you who is reading this and to myself, be good to yourself, don’t expect more out of others if you can’t expect it in yourself first. Learn to love yourself, learn to be yourself, keep learning.
x
bellvidorra 